few words

yeah.. it has been forever since i have written on this blog.
i'm sorry. and to quote some latin words, mea culpa. mea culpa. mea culpa.
i read recently the post that was written by Claudia, and a thought came to my mind.
I must consider myself lucky.
well many people say that all the time.. there is no sunday that i go to church and have some member that says: "Gabriele you are lucky".
i have passed two weeks with the love of my life. i have passed christmas with her.
i have witnessed the sweet feeling of being around someone that really loves you.
i can say that claudia is that person. the person that can give me a lot of love. all the love i was looking for.
i know everytime i write something on this blog i'm cheesy.. maybe because i love cheese. but anyway.
somehow i can't think of any specific argument to write about, but of love. well the special love that i have for Claudia.
sometimes i think about the long distance relationship that we have. how hard it is. and how painful it can be. especially lately.
but i realized that a long distance relationship, if well handled, can give something that you can't have in any other sort of relationships. when i saw her for the first time in the airport after 7 months, my heart was ready to explode for joy. when i hugged her i felt like in heaven.
many emotions came to my heart. the joy of being together. those two weeks i lived like i was in heaven.
i had the same feeling everytime i saw her.
it's a heart break everytime we say goodbye, but soon and for soon i mean 7 months, we won't say goodbye to each other anymore. and that is a feeling no one can buy.
happiness is rare. and only one person in the world can give it to you. and that is your eternal companion. i'm glad i found mine. she is a lovely young girl from chicago. her name is Claudia Peters.. and she is the most beautiful girl i've ever met in my life.
this is the reason why i consider myself lucky. and blessed.
don't you think?